I’m in a daze. Day of recovery and
reflection. Very tired from yesterday.
I think I’m more tired from the impact
of EMDR than anything else.
The ground was wet when we got up.
A surprise rain overnight. Cloudy and
Friday is Wally day. Good thing. I
needed strong coffee today. And
I gave in shopping yesterday and
bought hazelnut creamer. O well.
A bit of OCD kicked in (that I don’t
really have). I went from one to-do
list app to three again. Why do I
do that? (I’ve been here before.)
Let’s see. What else can I do to
make this mess in my head that
has messed up the last half century
or more of my life go away?
(Nothing comes to mind. Too tired.)
She had an appointment this morning;
she has another one this afternoon.
The kids have my car. Nowhere I want
to go. Nowhere I want to stay.
The sun comes out then goes away.
Clouds are back. Is that any different